Lady in redwithout any assistance or guidance from youi have loved you assiduously for 8 months 2 wks & a dayi have been stood up four timesi’ve left 7 packages on yr doorstepforty poems 2 plants & 3 handmade notecards i lefttown so i cd send to you have been no help to meon my jobyou call at 3:00 in the mornin on weekdaysso i cd drive 27 ½ miles cross the bay before i go to workcharmin charminbut you are of no assistancei want you to knowthis waz an experimentto see how selfish i cd beif i wd really carry on to snare a possible loverif i waz capable of debasin my self for the love of anotherif i cd stand not being wantedwhen i wanted to be wanted& i cannotsowith no further assistance & no guidance from youi am endin this affairthis note is attached to a plant i’ve been waterin since the day i met youyou may water ityr damn selfBrookelyn Hawkins
