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Amber, I do not know what I did wrong to have you hate me so much. I asked you to be my mother because I seen you were strict on ashley. I loved you so much amber I really did. It's not your fault either its mine. I couldn't live with the pain anymore. By the time you're reading this I'm gone. I'm sorry for the blood on the floor. I'm sorry for cussing you out, and I'm sorry for leaving parts of me behind. None of this will ever be your fault, mom. I'm in such a better place now. A place where I can finally be free from all the madness in my head. You'll never have to worry about whether I made it home from school, or if I'll wake up the next morning anymore. The worst part is over now and I'm so much happier. I can finally accept myself again. After everything I've put you through, this is the only way I can truly be myself. I caused so much damage at home between you and ashley, and everyone else I knew. I know that it will be easier once the grief has passed, and once you realize that this will never be the cause of something you did or didn't do.
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