i met you on such a cloudy day,
that it was easy for you to shine through.
i didnt know u wanted me and i really wanted you,
just to hold you, to press those lips against mine,
i was on the highest point of everything,
then u came back and broke my heart,
the frustration, the anger,
i didnt know what to do but let u go,
i gave her all i could and thats how she repays me.
i knew i could have her again,
but i wasnt falling for the trap
she can fuck with me so bad and then come back like that,
her nerve, i let you go without a second thought,
but after was another story,
syou left those doors and, i was alone,
it was all dark, i felt no blood go through me,
i knew i had lost something special,
i couldnt wait but you didnt want to anymore,
i had lost you.
.. for good.
i couldnt get you out of my mind,
i wanted you but i didnt want to risk your happiness,
all i heard was his name, and i saw u smile,
i missed that smile, it had killed me the way u smiled at his name, at his call,
i couldnt bare it. i wanted to tell you but i was stupid enough not to.