Alongside guilt I think I felt regret anger and deep down relievedSY It turns

Alongside guilt i think i felt regret anger and deep

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the best, but I did not realize the state of health he was in. Alongside guilt, I think I felt regret, anger, and deep down, relieved(SY). It turns out my grandpa had been smoking a lot and was eventually addicted to nicotine. I wonder why I can’t do anything. I wonder why I had to let him die. I wonder if I had even got the chance
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to make things right, would I even take it?(Anaphora) I was very young when this happened, and to be honest, I didn’t really know why I felt relieved in a way. My entire family was crying while I just stood there in silence not knowing what to do, staring at the floor, while time ticked and ticked, like a tiny bomb going off in my head(I) . As I played with my friends later that day, my mind kept drifting to my grandfather. I realized I had never come into much contact with him. I thought about the few good days when we did meet, when we would meet at the ice cream store at exactly 7pm and I would get a watermelon bar and he would get a milk soda. I remember the first taste of ice cream, sweet and smooth, which reminded me of my grandfather(I). I remember those happy days when everything seemed just right. That was 7 years ago. The Chase Based on “Red Clowns” Why did this have to happen to me? I feel physically and emotionally violated of my trust and I feel betrayed and I feel my rainbow is starting to fade(I) . My closest “friend” has lied about borrowing some money to pay off his rent to buy drugs. How could he, my best friend, the one person I thought I could open up to. The one person I thought
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