They go through that portal and don't try to climb back down. And so when you remind people of what the essenceof creativity is and the and the ritual of it and how to be able to tap into it instantly. I think that's what I want to beable to work on.I Want to be able to go to my fucking keyboard and just put my fingers on it and play rather thanthinking about damn I'm not good yet ,damn I'm not as good as I should be, maybe I should just stop and take afew courses and be the endless course land like that one go and let's cross line.When you cross line,you willlearning, you don't you're not necessarily being creative.You just, you know, following the rule book says, it's likegiving yourself permission to just create,to be one with the process, to play jump in the playground. I think
sometimes we get intimidated by our heroes and the quality of their music and how green is supposed to be, andwe look at ourselves like that's stranded I need to leave, and, and we keep moving to the goalposts,[00:05:23] AltaGoes back to the outward experience, and not inward experience, because when are intimidated by our heroes,then we are looking outwardly, which negates the fact that we can have an inward experience, which is all aboutcreating. Creating is an inward experience. It's an inward idea, inward feeling and inward tuning into somethingthat creates a release for the viewing. And the emotion is energy and emotion that is inside of of you that, yes,could be stimulated by [...] that's stimulated outside of you. But on that same note, like it's the self permission ofwhat you're talking about going back to source and we are connected in source knowing that we're all in the samerepresentation of oneness, that it's the self permission of letting source guide you through your creativeexperience, which is the labor of what you've heard, but without having the expectation of being intimidated byyour hero, because that not reminds you that you need proof of validity, that what you do or what you create isgood enough. And that's outward and it's not an outward creative experience.The block is inward,[...]. So thesolution is then to see also where we've created an expectation outside of ourselves to then recognize thedistinction of who are our heroes, that, yes, inspired us, but that so much that we looked upon outside of ourselvescreated a block of comparison that now made us negate that we were in actual ability as well to create somethingas dynamic, in our own,as a subjective experience, that our experience is valid and is good enough and will alwaysbe, and however it feels out of you, that it was always meant to be enough, so you don't need to reach the dawn orhold back to life putting out your art or your creative gift, because it will always flow because energy flows. That'semotion and so the moment, that's why it's so important for the moment, because back to what you were talkingabout source,the remembrance and it goes back to [...] we are talking about God is the presence, the experience.