I zoned out. I was shocked, I just sat there with tears streaming down my face. I didn't realize what I was starting. I’ve started a war. A war between my mom, my dad, and both of their families. There's no way anything is gonna be the same. I'm just gonna leave.Section 3I ran to my room in desperation to get out of there. I don't know what to do. I can’t just run. Theywould just find me and bring me back. I need to be gone forever to make sure that my family won't be broken into a million pieces. At that moment I thought of something that would ensure that I would be gone forever, and that’s what I needed. So I went to the basement. I was looking for what seemed like forever was only 5 minutes, but I found what needed. A Sharp silver blade that was so clean i could see my reflection in the small inch wide blade. I then went to the bathroom. I turned on the bath letting it fill up to the rim. As it was feeling up I wrote on a little piece of paper.It said “ I didn't want to be the one who destroyed this family. I’m sorry”I set the paper on the edge of the sink. I climbed into the tub fully clothed. Grabbed the blade, I held it so tight. I set the edge of it on my wrist, pressed down, and dragged it across both arms.